dear diary

• 05:51 Soxfan1918 (Biff Rogers):Very Nice! Thanks @ladypn You know me so well, @Figgywithit! This is gorgeous! Thank you &… ff.im/-1DOZq #
• 07:30 RT @mashable: Create Instant Twitter Community and display it, embedded, on your Website tinyurl.com/cr3egz #
• 07:45 Curious about: “100 Tips, Apps, and Resources for Teachers on Twitter | Online College Degree” – interesting? ( tinyurl.com/cwmbb2 ) #
• 07:58 I’m fairly hesitant: Should I work, even just a bit, thus play down the growing guilt or… not? #
• 08:04 I am to attend someone’s birthday party this evening. I’m already thinking when and how it’ll be OK to leave… I’ve become that unsociable. #
• 09:21 Dixie Cups – Iko Iko ff.im/-1DWB7 #
• 09:21 George Benson – Give Me The Night ff.im/-1DWB8 #
• 09:21 MGMT – Electric Feel (Justice Remix) ff.im/-1DWBc #
• 10:31 Tycho – The Disconnect ff.im/-1DYSG #
• 14:10 Let’s hope you know where you last put away your sun glasses people because they are very much needed . #
• 14:42 no brownie [at mr jones], the problem apparemtly persisted for the past 3 weeks at that!! *bleh* ff.im/-1E70k #
• 17:42 France-Italie: 50-8. A vaincre sans peril on triomphe sans gloire. Des commentaires? #
• 19:26 I can really postpone much longer going to the BD party… I think I’m going to bore all of you with my statuses while there. #
• 21:04 The intro song. Er… What can i say? Nobody knows the tune and there’re 3 pages… #
• 21:08 The end! #
• 21:52 Home. I think this garanties I won’t get any invite any more in the future.#

Retrospectively I think I’m not the only one who felt out of place and not really wanting to be there either. Surprisingly enough ‘my’ old dude, whom I ride the bus back to Rauma with,  didn’t seem to be chatting with anyone any time I saw him during the 1 hour and a half I was there.

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Nervous

Alain H. was nothing less than embarrassing this morning, certainly not convincing. I wonder what the subcontractors that were present thought of his little ‘demonstration’.

Olivier F. had to make him shut up at one point. What else? Alain wouldn’t stop otherwise.

I feel all the more the need to change air. My motivation is being impacted, only my interest in developing tools keeps me going and not pay attention… too much.

Alain shows the signs that he’s tired, feels helpless and doesn’t have the guts to quit. At 59…

Not good

Alain.H was not good during our weekly meeting this afternoon with Hervé.B: When it was my turn, our turn, to talk about both matters I am supposedly in charge of, he more than once put me in a uncomfortable situation, having to defend and fight back.
The moment about inspections was the most critical. We had nothing! Well said he. It was most embarrassing. Great support indeed.
This reinforces my impression that he’s not fitted for the position. He may be a kind person, certainly the most agreeable one I had to work with but he sucks at organizing things, there’s no team per se and we hardly get any direction.
Hence weekly meetings the site manager manages himself…